I have never been loved since I was a child. Alas, no one in the world will love me. How ridiculous is the feeling? How useful is it to learn well? I really don't want to live, it's really painful. I've been in the emergency room many times, why? Why? Why is the world so cruel? "They bully my people and drive me out of depression. I have said countless times of betrayal and abandonment. Going to heaven to see the person who loves me the most, I have to show others a smile during the day, and at night, I have to wipe my tears silently. After all, I still have no tears, my own salvation."我不想打中文,没人在意我哈哈哈哈哈哈哈